I wrote this little story to illustrate a point from James 3:13-18; Our results will be affected by our motivation. Enjoy!
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Once upon a
time there was a secluded monastery high in the hills. It was surrounded by a
high and strong wall that could not be breached. Each day, all the monks, save one, would
leave the monastery through the single large gate to work their crops in the
fields. One monk would always stay back
to care for the monastery; to clean and to cook and to make sure that all was
in good order. It was a strict
monastery- no visitors were allowed within its walls.
One day, the
monks went out to work the fields as usual.
The lone monk left behind on this day was a novice; it would be his
first time staying back to care for the monastery. As the monks left, the abbot reminded the
novice of his responsibilities. “Now,
remember brother, you are to clean the buildings, cook the evening meal and
give out charity as needed. You are not
to leave the grounds or allow visitors through the gate. Open the gate only when we return from our
day of work.” “Of course, abbot, I will
not fail you.” said the novice. The abbot
replied, “Fail not yourself, and fail not God.”
The novice
watched the monks as they travelled to the fields for their day of work. How exciting!
He had the monastery all to himself.
He would show the abbot and the others how responsible he was. He would clean the monastery better than
anyone ever had before! And he would
cook the finest meal the monks ever tasted!
They would be so impressed with him, and sing his praises that night
when they returned. And so, the novice
monk set about his task.
Soon,
however, he heard the bell ring that indicated there was someone at the
gate. He stopped his cleaning and went
to see who was there. “I am sure it is
just a pilgrim seeking a blessing, or someone in need, searching for food.” The
novice thought to himself. When he
opened the little window in the gate to see who was there, the novice was
shocked! It was no pilgrim or beggar- it
was himself! There he was- closer to him
in looks than even a twin could be. The
novice was so shocked by the appearance of this other “him” that he could not
speak. Finally the duplicate spoke.
“Dear self,
I am here to help you. You have a lot of
cleaning and cooking to do today- and we can do a better job and do it more
quickly if we work together. Let me in!” The novice pondered this for a moment. What should he do? The abbot was clear- he was to allow no one
through the gate except his brother monks.
The other self spoke up, as though he had heard the novice’s thoughts,
“I am not really a visitor- I am you. I
am sure the abbot would not be upset if you let me in- and think of how pleased he will be when he sees how clean
the monastery is, and how tasty the meal is.
Come now! Let me in, so we can do
the work we need to do!”
And so,
reluctantly, the novice monk opened the gate, letting in himself.
At day’s end,
the monks returned from the fields singing.
It had been a good day of work!
But as they came over the hill that led to the monastery, they were
shocked! The monastery was
destroyed! The walls had been knocked
down, the buildings were leveled, and there was smoke rising from the
debris. All that was left was the novice
monk, his robes ripped and burned, sitting on a large rock near the scene of
destruction. He was weeping. The abbot and the other monks approached him,
“Brother, has an army attacked? Who has wrought such destruction?”
The novice
could only shake his head no, through his tears. The abbot pressed, “Then what has happened
brother? We must know! Did you let
someone through the gate?” The novice
shook his head yes. “Who was it?” the abbot demanded. Choking back tears, the novice squawked out,
“Myself. “ Then calming, he continued, “
I let myself through the gate. He rang
the bell. I saw that it was me- one
closer than a twin. So I let him
in. I thought with two of us to do the
cleaning and the cooking, surely I would receive your praise, abbot, for the
wonderful work I would do.
The abbot
was silent for a moment, nodding in understanding. “I see.
You thought to impress all the brothers of the monastery with your fine
cleaning and tasty cooking. My young
novice, you did not want to serve others in humility. You sought to lift up yourself. Your selfish ambition led you, not purity of
heart, nor humbleness of spirit. That is
why all your work came to nothing. You
allowed in disorder- and only evil comes from that visitor! You have learned a valuable lesson here
today, my young novice. Come, let us begin
to rebuild what has been destroyed.”
And the
abbot, along with the other monks, lifted up the novice as they moved to begin
their work of rebuilding.
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